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My Experience Being Bi-Polar | Thee Mademoiselle

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@TheeMademoiselleمنذ 7 سنوات Thank you so much for watching ‼️
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5.LEAVE A COMMENT DOWN BELOW TALKING ABOUT YOUR MENTAL ILLNESS AND WHAT YOU DO TO COPE WITH IT.
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@zoezippy3003منذ 7 سنوات I suffered depression my whole life. Growing up in Haiti and adjusting to a american culture took a toll on me. My self esteem was extremely low and sometimes id="hidden2" class="buttons"> I feel that the earthquake ruined my life. I am still coping with it but I am not going to let people dictate my life. Being a earthquake survivor is a blessing and I will never forget it. ....وسعت 76
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@JustAddMelaninمنذ 7 سنوات You're good mama! "EMOTIONAL WALLS, EMOTIONAL WALLS!" You know how incredible you are for opening up about this? TFS. Take things one day at a time girl. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers ❤️ 34
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@pinkaddiction13منذ 6 سنوات It is so damn infuriating when people say "just think positive" smh
It's not that simple bruh 58
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@mahoganysreign6360منذ 7 سنوات Mental health is a major issue it's really holds you back from a lot I've been dealing with depression for years , it feels like I have more darker id="hidden4" class="buttons"> days then brighter I've tried counciling and meds only thing that sometimes helps me through is god but even he can't take away all the pain ❤️❤️ I appreciate u for making this mental health isn't taken seriously in black communities and it should be because a lot of people are affected by it ....وسعت 14
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@queenilynsanchez7979منذ 7 سنوات I do agree it's not fake, its real, this is inspiring 15
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@DeacSpeaks14منذ 7 سنوات Much respect for sharing this! For someone whose mom suffered from depression, this means a lot to see people who are willing to share their story. My id="hidden5" class="buttons"> mother was in denial for a very long time as she was caught up in the stigma that came with mental illness in the black community. Once again much respect for sharing this. ....وسعت 10
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@ThatOneHaitianGirlمنذ 7 سنوات My Cherie Dou ! God Puts His Toughest Soliders Through The Toughest Battles And You Are One. Keep Your Head Up Queen 17
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@tumweonlycommentary2797منذ 5 سنوات I suffered from depression half of my life to cut the long story short. my triggers are rejection and disappointments. I have this weird sense of oversharing id="hidden6" class="buttons"> my experience and I talk and it makes people view themselves as uncomfortable with how open I am about certain topics. I am looking for a clinic to be professionally diagnosed. I immense myself in writing and creating my artworks when I want to escape from being depressed. i do want to be by myself and sadly some people do not understand it. ....وسعت 4
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@JolieKمنذ 7 سنوات I appreciate you for being open and talking about this! I am currently dealing with manic depression myself and have been avoiding meds for a long time. id="hidden7" class="buttons"> It's hard talking to people about something as sensitive as this because people don't understand and they end up trying to belittle what you're experiencing.
I'll say this though, If you or any of y'all are reading this.I don't mind lending an ear or a shoulder.
Keep your head up and I'll try to do the same ✊ ....وسعت 5
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@HulyaTazegulمنذ 5 سنوات Sissster you are very honest i like your speech style 3
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@misskaydeebeeمنذ 6 سنوات I deal with anxiety and depression. It makes me irritable and depressed. Sometimes it causes physical pain. Imagine having a migraine headache. Imagine id="hidden8" class="buttons"> that feeling all over your body ever other day for months at a time.
It's best for me to stay away from ppl who give me negative criticism or cause outside stress in my life. I do take prozac. I also do aromatherapy, working out and listen to soft music. ....وسعت 2
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@catloverfurever00منذ 6 سنوات I can relate to this video so much. My father had bipolar disorder but I have anxiety and bad depression. I'm on medication now, if I wasn't on id="hidden9" class="buttons"> it I would be dead within a week. Like you I don't feel comfortable with group therapy. It doesn't help that my mother believes that people's perception of things causes mental problems, I feel guilty and ashamed for having this problem. ....وسعت 5
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@gineharden3021منذ 6 سنوات I have anxiety and depression to help my mental illness I just pray, watch funny videos and play video games. My depression gotten worse when my dad passed id="hidden10" class="buttons"> away 5yrs ago; I was a daddy’s girl . My mom and I went to art therapy it was really nice. ....وسعت 2
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@Darline_oxمنذ 7 سنوات girl I feel you! i've been depressive my whole life and everytime i try to talk about it with my sisters they just laugh and say that its a white person id="hidden11" class="buttons"> disease and bla you know how haitian people are! and that makes me keep things inside even more! anyway you're brave for sharing it with us.i might try this aroma therapy thing to see if its going to help me a bit.stay trong! ....وسعت 13
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@DaijaeMonaeمنذ 7 سنوات Thank you for opening up like this! This video is really going to help some people. I've struggled with depression and anxiety for years and lately id="hidden12" class="buttons"> I've been having anxiety attacks (which is new to my experience). And I don't like reaching out to people for help because I feel like a burden. I'm going to try some of your suggestions and hopefully I can progress.Thanks again for this video. People, especially in the black community, need to know that mental illness isn't an act. It's a real thing and can feel uncontrollable at times. ....وسعت 7
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@ASMinorمنذ 5 سنوات I am an avid advocate and performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my YouTube channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. ❤ ....وسعت 2
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@aaliyahg7303منذ 7 سنوات I dont have a mental illness but i have a problem with helping people. When people have problems i like to help and when i cant help i get super upset id="hidden14" class="buttons"> and depressed. Im so sorry for what your going though im so sorry. Its ok if you need a break take a break. we love u never forget that ok. ....وسعت 6
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@SNEAKO15منذ 6 سنوات I'm technically old enough to be your mom, but you have inspired and impressed me so much. Your sharing your story this way is helpful to so many, id="hidden15" class="buttons"> and it's more necessary than most may realize. We, as Blacks, love to pretend mental health care or mental illness isn't "a thing" in our community; but we all know ignoring a problem doesn't negate it.
If you don't mind addressing this again, May is Mental Health Awareness Month, and I think your bravery will be an inspiration to your followers. Again.thank you. Much love and respect. ❤ ....وسعت 4
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@jacquebaمنذ 7 سنوات You're a very strong person for sharing ❤️ 10
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@sonial.burton2315منذ 6 سنوات Yes, just like I LOVED Chester Beningtons music.. It's very sad he suffered. You're so brave coming out with this video, and I'm sure this video has helped someone and or saved someone's life. Thank you ❤❤❤ 1
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@TriumphantlyKJ102منذ 7 سنوات Congrats on the job! And omgoodness! This is going to be my "Growing Up" series videos sometime in the future! I am bipolar as well! Omgosh I id="hidden17" class="buttons"> am crying, because its like you never know who is has mental illness or is going through something. I have been off my medication (abilify) for two years. My mother doesn't know, but I honestly hate being on medication. On my medication I felt like so blah honestly. I dont know how to explain it, but I have had bipolar disorder since i was little. And being on medication I fee levels out my moods too much to the point I am not having fun. Like my manic stages are so fun to me.I have so much energy and I feel like people cant tell me shit. And when those are controlled, its like where is the fun? At school, to keep it a buck. I smoked a lot. And I honestly can say that it has helped with a lot of things besides my mood. I never abused it though, at least thats how I feel. Never went to class high or anything. With my biploar I have visual and auditory hallucinations. They definitely come about the most when im depressed, stressed or in my manic stages. I guess I feel, well I know it affects others because my mood in my house its obviously something family members cant get away from. As of right now, my period is coming and ive been an emotional negative mess. Just broke down today. And ugh idk. Ive just had a lot of thoughts on my mind. And I feel you on that, I dont even go to see my psychiatrist anymore because I feel like wtf can you tell me about me! I honestly hate when I hear people say "oh im biploar" or see memes on shit on instagram about are you bipolar, the hyper one etc. I hate that shit, because people dont seem to undertsand that their making fun of it. And biploar has so many aspects to it. There are several types of bipolar disorder which people arent even aware. And most think that your moods fluctuate like every minute of the damn day, and that isnt even remotely close to bipolar. But ahh thank you so much for sharing beautiful! And my message to people is just Triumph Through
Everything. I literally type that in my descriptions of every video but never actually say it. im going to start saying that at the ends of my videos. But thank you! ....وسعت 11
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@rosesnewbeginning3547منذ 6 سنوات For 1 kudos for sharing. 2 for everybody out there.there is NO SHAME for having a mental illness. Most you are born with amd are hereditary and some id="hidden18" class="buttons"> come from abuse. It's not your fault EVER. And bevaise you have a disorder doesn't mean something is wrong with you. Your just diff. Of you can not cope seek help. Talk to anybody fam a.friend a teacher ed
I have a chronic ptsd ( post traumatic stress syndrome )
HSP ( high sensitive personality)
Spd ( sensory processing disorder)
I was okay and coping fine until my pregnancy then hormones kicked in and gave me panic attacks.
And my ptds was out of controle.bin stuggeling ever since but they have me meds.and I'm slowly getting rid of them.cuz I feel they make me.worse. ....وسعت 1
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@masaruzic2199منذ 6 سنوات I have just discovered you and love your videos, so I am watching all of them :))) this topic is close to my heart as I have suffered from depression for id="hidden19" class="buttons"> a long time but my mum is a lot worse then me and we have switched mom-daughter roles in my early twenties (my dad died when I was a kid). We are from Bosnia (you probably don't know what that is, lol), but we went through years of war and then moving around and never really found "home" again. My mom has serious traumas from war, as a lot of people do in our country. I kind of found a way to deal with it and see good in people and still being thankful for what I have. cause shit you see people going through on the news daily in just awful. There are people in this world that would be happy with the shit that I am mostly unhappy with. Anyways, I don't know why i felt compelled to write this comment, but I am happy that people like you are talking about depression and not being ashamed of it. Keep doing your thing and you will be great!! ....وسعت 2
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@rawrxoxop9916منذ 7 سنوات Girllllll
I have been having an episode for a week now. I have been diagnosed with major depressive disorder about 6 years ago. And what a fucking id="hidden20" class="buttons"> mind fuck. I hate when I get lost in my own head because I am my worst enemy. I used to be on meds but i cant afford them anymore. Like i can function but when i am down it is such a struggle to do anything. ....وسعت 3
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@DillonJacksonTvمنذ 7 سنوات Very brave for coming out with this video. I’ll always have your back fam, keep staying strong as always 1
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@tansyjones6891منذ 7 سنوات St John's wort is good and ginkgo is what I take. Sometimes depression is passed down from generation to generation DNA junk, it's better to id="hidden21" class="buttons"> get it under control so it's not passed down to your children nice video ....وسعت 6
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@TaylorRaineمنذ 7 سنوات awww keep you head up. I suffered from depression for 3 long years before my doctors figured out it was caused by a vitamin deficiency. If you can, get checked for an underlaying cause. It may change your life! 4
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@AJTheBlueمنذ 6 سنوات I really truly respect and appreciate you for putting up this video, basically everything you said about yourself I personally relate to and deal with id="hidden23" class="buttons"> daily. What you said is the reality that people want to ignore and because you are so real is exactly why subbed to you. ....وسعت
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@rositapaul295منذ 7 سنوات Depression is suck one day you feel good the other day you feel l tired for no reason .I am mad for no reason . Medication help me
I need to do id="hidden24" class="buttons"> something feel good writing is therapeutics and music help me to change my mood . NICE VLOG MADEMOISELLE . ....وسعت 2
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@JamieTayمنذ 6 سنوات i hate the "pray away" or "pray" i wish everyday i didnt have bi polar disorder and depression and anxiety. ive done some shit i know id="hidden25" class="buttons"> i wouldnt of done if i didnt have them. i would self harm and then the next day id be like im a bad bitch everythin is perfect. i told my therapist that someone else cut me because im perfect why would i cut myself. i would get so much done when im manic but it would be stuff i dont need like instead of doing homework id completely redecorate my room. my meds made me feel no emotions so i stopped them and i cauht my therapist talking about me to her co worker so yeah i had to go. but thats crazy that lavender and mint helps with bi polar because i just thought i felt better because i like the scents i literally have lavender walls, lavender baby lotion, moonlight path which is bath and body works lavender collection, and i also enjoy mint and peppermint and sweet mint alot to thats so crazy im so glad i have a youtuber who i can really relate to about this like i get so down then im so happy the next second thanks for the oils tips im gonna invest in them and im going to update u and see if it makes me feel better. and yeah i have to force myself to go out because if i dont i sleep for 16 to 20 hours straight and dont leave my house smh. tonight i cooked dinner for my family (mom cousins and sister) and it seems small but that was such an accomplishment for me ....وسعت 2
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@MagickalMermaidمنذ 6 سنوات I'm so glad I found your channel! I have Bipolar Disorder1 and without meds, I cannot function for very long outside my house. =( It sucks. But I would id="hidden26" class="buttons"> love to try those bracelets.I am currently building a non-profit where I am to help people like us. Hang in there! ....وسعت
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@Antaikkمنذ 6 سنوات I am going through this but i dont show it very often because i know my family will ask so much questions and ask who did it and the cause of my bipolar id="hidden27" class="buttons"> is by school and other kids they annoy me and i dont really speak up becuase they are black kids and once i go after someone the whole group will do the same and you know i dont do those kind of things.im really scared and the kids at my school of what we call them the "Popular girls" they always judge everyone and there outfits and always say something like they never know how to shut up.they always wanna start things if you could see what im going you wouldnt like it either who else is going through school things? ....وسعت 3
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@LifewitNaezمنذ 6 سنوات My mom use to tell me the same, telling me to pray about it and about God. I tell her it's not that easy. She refuse to listen. 3
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@ayishaeddins8022منذ 6 سنوات I suffer from ptsd, major depression, ocd, mood swings, and panic attacks 1
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@kawaiicookie4664منذ 7 سنوات Hey Yvana Its Sidney I just wanted to say Im here for you if you need to talk. I wouldn't like to see my friend sad I hope you feel better ❤️ r />Back 2 years ago after my mom and dad divorced on bad terms it got to the point where I was blocking out my feelings and act being happy. Then I started crying more and being real mad that's when my mom told me it's ok to feel like this. She made me hang with friends and family. Keisha also helped me through I also went to a therapist. I mostly suffered from depression was because I didn't feel like my mom or brother was there for me on top of that my bullies said my dad felt happy about the divorce, he didn't want me or he was bound to abandon me when my mom dies. I let that get to me I believed that, but my mom, friends and Sarah brought me up she introduced me to JAC. And I finally felt happy after knowing I could trust anyone to talk to In JaC. Anyway stick with the things that make you happy know that change will change things in the future and you don't know what the future has planed for you. Ily Yvana feel better ....وسعت 2
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@whatthehell8197منذ 5 سنوات you're cool people.good that i resubscribed 1
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@MUSiCxL0OVERمنذ 7 سنوات Hang in there and thank you for sharing 1
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@charlesarthur1086منذ 6 سنوات YOU ARE AN ABSOLUTELY INSPIRATIONAL YOUNG LADY!! PLEASE.NEVER, EVER WISH THAT YOU WERE DEAD!! THIS WHITE LADY THINKS YOU'RE GREAT. THANKS FOR YOUR CANDOR.I HAVE NOTHING BUT RESPECT
FOR YOU!!
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@elizabethanderson8845منذ 6 سنوات I really appreciate this video like you just don't understand 2
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@myahbibbins1443منذ 5 سنوات Can you please do tutorial on hair style
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@ayishaeddins8022منذ 3 سنوات I was diagnosed with ptsd, anxiety, ocd, and major Depressive Disorder
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@nancyaugustin7815قبل 7 أشهر I suffered with Bipolar 1 with depression and schizoaffective disorder. I have stomach problems.I take Seroquel and Austedo and Risperidone. Icant live without the meds.
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@crossing.the.cosmos84منذ 7 سنوات The vent app does help,.but I hate the attention seeking assumption and the pray it away advice.doesn't work -_- 1